Time doesn’t heal anything, they lied!

Time doesn’t heal anything, they lied! You just learn to live with the pain; memories are all that you have to hold on to.
Memories are all that you have to hold on to although year by year the memories become just but a distant memory, and begin to slip away.
Some seem to slip away but others remain so vivid and other moments so real you can literally feel like you can touch them and feel them.
 
Time doesn’t heal anything, they  lied! Often I cannot help but wonder how different life would be if you were still around.
I cannot help but wonder how different birthdays and family gatherings would be if you were here
How different or rather how it would feel to have a father in my middle age
How it would feel to just have the 18th of October as just that, the 18th of October
 
Time doesn’t heal anything, they lied! I have now mastered how to live with the pain
The pain of never knowing how it would feel if
How it would be different when
How it would sound, change, become
How it would be this or that
 
Time doesn’t heal anything, they lied! But surely time has taught me that there really is a time for everything!
It was a time to cry then, today is a time to remember
Forever loved and never forgotten
#RPJM